KEY VERSE:
"If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously
to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you." James 1:5
ESSAY:
I was praying while driving in the car the other day. Yes, my eyes were
open. I have been trying to make a decision for days, maybe weeks now. I was
asking God whether or not I should take a particular risk. A ministry risk that
involved a financial investment. I am unemployed right now so there is a lot of
financial risk-taking going on. And with my son’s autism, cerebral palsy and
brain malformation, his medical needs and expenses are always paramount on my
mind.
As I was wrapping up my prayer, a specific song came on the radio.
It's called Walk on the Water by one of my favorite Christian
artists, Britt Nicole. The lyrics certainly seem to imply that our faith warrants
taking risks and that we shouldn't let our fears hold us back.
I apologize that I don’t have permission to reprint the
lyrics in this book, but you can easily search for them on the Internet. It is
a catchy tune and you may even already be familiar with it.
Can James 1:5 wisdom from God come in the form of a song lyric? A timely song lyric? I'm not sure. Evidence of my unsureness is that another week has passed, and I still haven't decided whether to take that risk. And I acknowledge that not deciding is ultimately in fact deciding. I am willing to take the risk but don't feel like I have enough information yet. I guess I've been waiting for more confirmation from God that this is a wise risk to take. So far it hasn't come, so I haven't moved. Maybe I am waiting too long, wanting too much.
I'll probably pray about it in the car some more tomorrow. I'll let you know if any more timely tunes have something to add to the conversation.
APPLICATION:
This essay is from my book More Autism and Awesometism: Devotionals From and About a Special Needs Family.
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